Tuesday, March 29, 2011

This is what i see



avoidance! promises? is it really working or are they just lies!

Yesterday, i walked down the stairs with a heavy heart. The feeling of two dilemas clashing at each other.

One part of my mind to give in so that everything would be fine, both of us will be happy.

The other part of my mind told me that giving in would spoil my love for her, no matter happy, angry or sad, i have to be trueful.

I slipped pass a few stairs, was about to fall when one of my legs manage to move forward to prevent the fall.

Although sometimes there are disagreement but everytime i try to tell you something, instead of listening you just turn away or ignore me.. You don't wanna talk things out. What happen to the communication part of us.
And asking the question whether are you the one?? it just pains me!
It just seems to me like you are trying to run away from being the one.

Totally disappointed.

Till the day that you avoid it totally will be the day i start to fight fate.

Nevertheless, my decision never changed since.

Love,
Leslie

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