Things seemed a little bit better now with her and i'm glad she really enjoyed her birthday. It wasn't easy for those words to come out from me but it came out like as if i've been struck by lightening.

Everyday is like a dead routine to me, Morning go to work at night come back. There is nothing much to look forward to except on days to meet her. Otherwise, i really have no committment or interests to keep myself occupied. I used to play basketball last time every night, but not anymore. Life have changed, things have also changed. Games don't interest me, nor do i gamble. The only thing i do is stocks, but it ain't gambling. Investment is solely to describe stocks, purely investment. The only thing i do is watch "Big Bang Theory". Guess if people say i no life, its a fact.

Still trying to find my purpose in life that i need to fulfill. Else why am i here? Why are we here.