I have no one to talk to, to go out with!! Everyday go home think of sleeping. Living pointlessly, like a floating zombie. Moodless to go work.

So many hatred filled inside me when i see her enjoying while i am here to take this pain!! Well

Last time you say i go out with my friends and never bring along. Well it wasn't easy for me to bring you along at first, but i've tried really hard to make it work. And right now things seems to be going good with you and my friends but however i feel that you are kinda scared to bring me to meet your friends. It might be based on assumption but the feeling itself kinda makes me feel really cheated!!!

Life is unfair and i dunno how long can i survive this